Doubt

by Timberbrooke

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released December 20, 2016

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Track Name: Voices
The sun sets and the moon rises
And you're not expecting anymore surprises
You feel your life wasting away - it's okay
But you're lost in yourself and you seem to forget
Life's no cookie-cutter, everybody's different
You'll find your place one day and it gets better if you stay

So don't sweat the voices inside your head
Repeat these words after me: I'm in control I'm in control
New mindset, inhale, take a deep breath
Repeat these words after me: I'm in control I'm in control

Everybody can achieve such bliss
Like yo're looking at their lives through rose-colored glasses
Pitch black when you look at yours
While misery knocks at your door
You're changing like the colors in the fall (and hiding somewhere down the hall)
You can't find yourself anywhere at all

Don't sweat the voices inside your head
Repeat these words after me: I'm in control I'm in control
New mindset, inhale, take a deep breath
Repeat these words after me: I'm in control I'm in control

So don't sweat the voices inside your head
Repeat these words after me: I'm in control
Track Name: Circles
You fill yourself with hate, do it just in case it won't work out it won't work out
You know you've been in this place, last time left a bad taste
Inside your mouth inside your mouth
He was a good guy back then, but some girl made him insane
And his new girl's innocent but this time he won't act the same

Her arms around his neck and his hands set on her waste
He'd never love again, but she's begging for a taste

It's true, they get hurt they'll do the same to you
Circles, they go in circles they go around, around, around, around, around, around, around
And I know what comes next, you'll commit the same crime and get the upper hand next time

His venom in her vains, going through a fast change
And lost herself, she lost herself
She can't be alone, gotta know she's beautiful
From someone else, from someone else

She was a good girl back then
But that guy made her insane
And her new man's innocent but
This time she won't act the same

Her arms around his neck and his hands set on her waste
She'd never love again, but he's begging for a taste

It's true, they get hurt they'll do the same to you
Circles, they go in circles they go around, around, around, around, around, around, around
And I know what comes next, you'll commit the same crime and get the upper hand next time

You could be smothered, you could be ignored
A friend, a foe, a double-edged sword
A friendly little game of who can care less
A friendly little game of who can be next (x2)

Circles, they go in circles they go-
It's true, they get hurt they'll do the same to you
Circles, they go in circles they go around, around, around, around, around, around, around
And I know what comes next, you'll commit the same crime and get the upper hand next time
Track Name: Ever Again
Words can't express the stress I am in
This facade for my friends is painted in red
And the words that I speak project this false hope are enough
But I can say it for days - no I'm not okay
A violent storm that won't seem to blow past me
I'm shaking with fear, I see it loud and clear
I know it's a phase but the change is nowhere near

And I know things will get better, everything always does
But I just don't see it ever being as good as it was

My heart has been beaten, it's dark and black and blue
I know that it's bad, but I don't have a clue
And I waste my days hopelessly wishing this pain all away
And the people I turn to- they don't say a word
I'm shot like a bird and I fall from my perch
And I reach out my hand, scream "help me, please help me or at least teach me to die"

'Cause I know things will get better, everything always does
But I just don't see it ever being as good as it was

And I know things will get better, everything always does
But I just don't see it ever being as good as it was


And I know things will get better, everything always does
But I just don't see it ever being as good as it was (ever again x4)
Track Name: Backwards (redone)
I'm falling backwards, falling to my knees
You knock me off my feet and I'm catching your disease
And I don't wanna go now, I just wanna show ya
The things I'll never say, yeah, you don't wanna know
(hey!)

I never thought that you'd get me
But full speed ahead and you hit me
I've never been one filled with doubt
But these games you play have turned me inside-out now

But you don't wanna know
How you've got me falling -

Backwards, falling to my knees
You knock me off my feet, and I'm catching your disease
And I don't wanna go now, I just wanna show ya
The things I'll never say, yeah, you don't wanna know

I can't escape this disaster
I can't run away 'cause you're faster
I've never been one filled with doubt
But these games you play have turned me inside-out

So now you've gotta know
How you've got me falling -

Backwards, falling to my knees
You knock me off my feet, and I'm catching your disease
And I don't wanna go now, I just wanna show ya
The things I'll never say, yeah, you don't wanna know
I'm falling backwards, falling to my knees
You knock me off my feet, and I'm catching your disease
And I don't wanna go now, I just wanna show ya
The things I'll never say, yeah, you don't wanna know

I said that I was done, but I guess that was a lie
Because this pair of emeralds has got me so tongue-tied

One, two, one, two, three
I'm falling backwards, falling to my knees
You knock me off my feet, and I'm catching your disease
And I don't wanna go now, I just wanna show ya
The things I'll never say, yeah, you don't wanna know

Backwards, falling to my knees
You knock me off my feet, and I'm catching your disease
And I don't wanna go now, I just wanna show ya
The things I'll never say, yeah, you don't wanna know
Track Name: Revive
Stop the clock, because I cannot ignore it anymore than I have tried
I guess that I will try explaining it to you just one more time
And I know I've watched you burn, observed behind my wall
But I hope by now you've learned my love is unconventional

Oh, I could say goodbye, but I won't tell you why

Please won't you stay with me
Revive my love. I'm begging, I'm pleading
Please won't you stay with me
Revive my love and keep my heart beating

I can be what you need me to be
Revive me

I've been let down more times than I can count on both my hands
But you are there for me way more than I could ever understand
And one day you'll watch me burn, as I let down my wall
And I'm sure by then you'll learn my love is unconditional

Oh, I could say goodbye, but I won't tell you why

Please won't you stay with me (please won't you stay with me)
Revive my love. I'm begging, I'm pleading
Please won't you stay with me
Revive my love and keep my heart beating

You say that you want me to stay
Please, you just have to believe in me
You say that you want me to stay
(I spoke my mind, and i'ts only fair 'cause I act like I don't even care)
Please you just have to believe in me
(I do, and we have everything to lose. Stay with me, baby)

Oh, I could say goodbye, but I won't tell you why

Please won't you stay with me (please won't you stay with me)
Revive my love. I'm begging, I'm pleading
Please won't you stay with me
Revive my love and keep my heart beating

You say that you want me to stay
(Revive me ooh)
Please you just have to believe in me
(Revive me)
Track Name: Out of Mind
I feel that hole inside my chest, my chest- the feeling of empty
But for you I always try my best, my best- to truly be happy
And I've realized I was always wrong, and I need you here to tell
But since you're so far gone, I'm talking to myself
It's not a blessing nor a prize, but its a lesson in disguise

'Cause it's never crossed my mind to take my life or anything
And I've learned to just embrace what this place is gonna throw at me now
It's all for you- everything I do

I think about your face all the time
And you've reserved your place in the back of my mind
But until I figure out these crazy thoughts of mine
I'll keep you tucked away- out of sight and out of mind

But I beat myself up, I know I messed up from words I said to you
I'd never pick a fight, I'd say you're always right, if only I knew
But the past is in the past, so if you're listening out there
Just know I always have, and always will care
When my heart was paralyzed, I had to learn to compromise

But it's never crossed my mind to take my life or anything
And I've learned to just embrace what this place is gonna throw at me now
It's all for you- everything I do

I think about your face all the time
And you've reserved your place in the back of my mind
But until I figure out these crazy thoughts of mine
I'll keep you tucked away- out of sight and out of mind

So much guilt, so much self-animosity
And I struggle every day when I pray to things that I can't see
But can you hear me when I say you'll always have a part of me?

It's all for you- everything I do

I think about your face all the time
And you've reserved your place in the back of my mind
But until I figure out these crazy thoughts of mine
I'll keep you tucked away- out of sight and out of mind

So much guilt, so much self-animosity
(Out of mind)
Can you hear me when I say you'll always have a part of me?